Just Like a Ghost...Watch me go...
Posted July 17th
So I decided to make a new website Layout, in my friends Style, and I credited/Imagemapped him on it. So
Visit his site as well. What I also did
was update some Graphics I haven't updated in so long. Lmao, it was crazy, I was looking at them and Like, I was like wow, that's my old credit on it,
where it's ghostly shadowed. And now I just Have the Black text credit, and Make it dimmer to see.
Anyways, my personal life isn't Much better, I still miss him :/. We haven't talked in Ages. Well, Since the 11th. And then...Family issues are a bit
better, Idk.
I made a fun update today though...
7 new Site divs!
44 New Fan Bar Graphics
12 New Zodiac Graphics!
Imisshimandyouguys!<3
I gotta keep trying, and have more faith...
Posted July 14th
I haven't Blogged, because I didn't feel like I need to. I mean, I know I need to update peoples on my lives, I mean, most probably don't care, but
those who emjoy reading, lol. I just..Don't wanna talk about the issue that's been continuing with
You know who, It hasn't changed much, what
so ever, I've just been missing him more and more, everyday, and it sucks. Because I caused a really bad issue with us, by bringing up something that
relates to our past, that made him start pushing me away again >_>. So that was like, the 11th. Another reason to why I didn't blog, lol. And then like
yeah, everything else seems to be fine, ya know?
I just gotta keep my head up :/.
In other news, I stopped befriending fuckass Dontre, well..It was the other way around, but He better not be expecting me to Apologize. Not my fault.
All I did was tell the kid to stop being sad, because he's had major major issues in life. Well, all that happened was his Step dad said to his face
he hates him. Uhm, 1....He's had worse days. 2, Uhm...I've been through worse, ona daily basis. 3, many people have had it worse. So I told him to
Stop being sad, get over it, and grow up. And so he tells me to shut the fuck up, so I told him to shut the fuck up. Idc if you're ina bad mood or not.
You wanted advice from me, I Gave it. Don't be even more mad at me. Sorry, not my problem, lmao.
I made new pages, with updates. Ahaha. And one of them's a good Idea for graphics.
10 New Song name graphics
5 New Beyonce Graphics
Imisshim&Youguys
I can feel the eclipse change the world...
Posted July 11th
Tonight, July 11th, there's going to be an eclipse. It is changing a lot of the Zodiac signs, as we can see. But It's mainly changing the world. When
you're like me, or my girl Daviana, and do Oracle, talk to angels, and god, etc. Then you can feel the signs, the energy, the world. Quarter of the
Zodiac is changing to something new, something different about them. And that involves The person I've been calling, my recipient...And it talks about
them, going to be focusing on their health, they need to. And then it says it's the best time to have a heart for heart conversation with a love/caring
one. Now, I'll say I'm super over-analytical, so when I see a sign, etc. I'm very questionable if it involves me. So I feel as if it's me, or a family
member, Idk if it's me, because yeah.
I made a fun Update. Redone the Style 9 Defaults, because they're messed up, so Re-done them. Working on two more stylesheets for tomorrow, etc. And
then I added fonts. And I also fixed the Previous website Layouts and added them all :)! Well, Most of them...
8 New style 9 Defaults
6 New Pixel Fonts
All previous website Lyts added
Imissyou&youguys
Our relationship was built on solid rock, like a pyramid..
Posted July 9th
So like, you should download this song, Pyramid. It's an
Amazing song, Talking about how amazing and strong their relationship is. And the music
video is toooooo cute. Talks about a girl, just...walking on stage(Iyaz), and...She just..sings, and the boy that likes her/she likes him, Sings in the
background, at times..(Charice), and at the end, she leaves, and they meet, and that just fits the whole pyramid thing, lol. Anyways, I Miss him, a lot.
And you know it sucks because we haven't talked since like the 3rd >_>.
It sucks, so...I'ma just deal with it for a little bit longer..
I made a fun update today! And it'll bring my site up to more fame! :).
20 New fonts
Imisshim&uguys
Nobody's Lost...but Nobody knows...
Posted July 6th
You know, it's been a long while for me. Everytime I go to Blog I don't know what to say. And You know, I don't know what to do about Them. Half the time
I feel Lost, stuck, kicked on the ground, tripped, and cornered. And then I don't know what to do. To try to talk, or to just leave them be. It's really
confusing, it is. I've changed a lot, I learned my lesson, and I must wait/risk the time, etc. Because it's worthy to me. I have the Decision set up,
and everything, I have my mind set on what I want, what I'm aiming for, etc. I just have to risk getting a Yes, Or no. I just can't force anything, and
That's what I learned/changed about myself, so...
The thing is, I'm not like, really lost, or anything. I just..need to wait, and do this when I feel like I need to/do it when ever. And it sucks because
I've been emotional lately, Missing all the stuff, Missing the memories and the times and I wish for them back because it is worthy of fighting for, it
is, I mean. It's crazy to say Someone is worth fighting for. Many people say that for people but it doesn't work out 24/7. It's awkward to say you know
what you need to do to make it work, but you can't tell your friends or others, because it's undescribable. It really is, Love is Blind, Idk if I'm inlove,
because I don't. I can't explain how bad I feel for this Person, I wish I could say his name, but I can't. But I know I like him a lot. And You know,
I'm ready to do anything for this person, because I know it's not going to hurt me in the end, or hurt my friends, etc.
I made an Update, And I like it :). I'ma probably start doing Headers in these styles, Like I did with the Swirly things On the About me, welcome, and
content headers, but this time, it's going to be In this new style my friend Pretty much invented. Ahaha.
10 New About me headers!
Imissyou, and them.
It's been like..such an emotional 3-4 days
Posted July 5th
It's been like..such an emotional 3-4 days, you know..It really has. Ever since friday Night. Idk why, I miss this recipient, so bad. And I'm sure
everyone knows who, it really sucks. Because I'm stuck...and Idk really what to do..I'm stuck, on the floor, being kicked. I'm relating to a lot of songs
that I found, and this isn't a fun time being. I wish we can talk, I wish I can see them, I wish I can kiss them, Hold them, be held, hold their hand,
tell them that I've missed them so much, and I'll do anything to make it better again, because I still feel the Mutual feelings from you, still. I was
talking to my girlfriend daviana, and I told her my life, and everything else, would feel sooooo much better, if I could just, hear them say the words,
and...It'd fill my whole summer up with Joy, if I can hear them, even if it was only
one time that they said it, I'd be so much happier. Nothing
is the same anymore, I learned my lesson, badly. I learned what to do, and what not to do, so I'm ready for this Battle to make sure our relationship
can be better, so...I just hope they're ready.
I made a small update, probably going to update with more as the day goes on, but for right now, it's Professional website Layouts, yeapp. Pure 100%
css coding, everything perfectly aligned, all you gotta do is seperate the header & Footer part, etc. :).
1 New Professional Styled Website Lyt
-Jamesmissesyou&them.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn...
Posted July 4th
How Ironic to how It says burn, at the end of the title, and todays the 4th of july, were we light/start
Fireworks. Idk. I've been in The most
horrible of horrible moods lately, all because of the 2nd, or so...when I was talking about them with a friend. It's just too confusing on what I need
and need not to do, to make things perfect. It just scares me really bad. And you know, For some reason I can see a great thing with this, but it's just
my pessimism...isn't too happy with it. And then Last night, And friday, I was talking about it, and..getting sad about it..you know like..idk. It's
just difficult to post here, due to the fact that a lot of people who know me personally, and etc. Read this as of last month. It sucks though, and I
have faith and all, I just hope..it works, etc. I'm just afraid to know when I'm supposed to say something? I look to text...but I freeze when I pass/stop
at the recipient's name/number. Idk when I'm supposed to do it, Idk if I'm forcing it if I'm doing it, and Idk if I'm going to recieve a text back...
And then I wanna know 2 things, for how I feel, etc...And you know it's crazy, if I could know...and etc. If I knew what was forcing, etc..Then I'd make
sure I don't fuck up, but Idk if I am, and that hurts me even more. Idk, yo...Like it's getting really outta hand.
I made a good update for today. I finally made a good styled Music skin, And then I decided to work on something Layout related, And because I'm listening
to Rihanna's and Eminem's new song, I'm..pretty much..like..Replaying the song, Loving everytime She sings that quote, because I feel like I can relate
to it, despite not fully, because We don't know the truth...yet.
6 New site divs
10 new Music Skins
9 New Rihanna Graphics
Imissyouguys :/
I wanna be apart of somethin' I don't know..
Posted July 2nd
So welcome to a new month. I haven't updated for a lot of reasons. Idk why either, I just became lazy again, and didn't feel like updating, so Fuck my
life. I just went into a mode of depressness. Especially with my family. Since Issues popped up, which was the main reason to not update. I was going
to update a few days ago, but I just couldn't. So I've had these 2 Premade signs done for awhile, so I decided to add them, since I need to update. I'm
going to be working on site divs' for the next few days, and then Personal divs again, I got some Music Video Ideas :). So I'll be getting onto those
ina few days. Tonight I'm going Jamskating, whattt. Lol. I miss it, and my friend is taking me. Nothing has really changed what so ever with you-know-
who. I saw eclipse last night, and I recieved a text, and I couldn't text back..and it made me..uhm sad, lol. Lmao, funny, but...there's reasons why. Idk
it sucks, because I wanna talk about it, but it's the fact that soo many people know who I talk to/go to advice, what I post on my website, to my tumblr,
etc, and even to my Twitter. So Like, it's a bit more difficult to talk about my personal life now. I used to recieve comments talking about my blog
posts about how they like the way I blog, etc. So It kinda sucks that I can't. So I have this update for you, and I hope you enjoy it.
1 New style 1 premade sign
1 new style 7 premade sign!
Imissyouguys<3
I wanna be apart of somethin' I don't know...
Posted June 23rd
I realized after a few days, I'm glad I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I mean, I know I'm trying to go to college for graphic design/Dancing,
but that's not what I mean. I mean about everything else. I'm not trying to find out any part of the future for any aspect of my life anymore, as of
yesterday, I stopped. It feels good to do that, because then it stops frustrating me about things involving my personal life now. And I'm not telling
you what, because I now officially have a stalker, and someone watching me. I hate that shit. I love the tests I've been given though. Everyone, goes
through tests, by god. To surpass/keep things, and I'm surpassing a lot of them, nice. I just hope things don't go back to shit again. Anyways, I wasn't
online what so ever today, on my site, and I actually got good hits :). I wish I can get the
600 hits Like I Got on the 22nd, that was amazing,
and it made me feel good about my site, because I haven't gotten hits like that since Last year. Anyways, I made a good update, Premade signs. I'm going
to be updating with Different styles of premade signs ina few days as well, and I'ma start back on Dvd's and some graphics again. Maybe summer, Idk. Hmm..
4 New style 1 premade signs!
Imissuguys<3
Life is...a Beautiful Monster..
Posted June 22nd
It is, but only because I'm being stubborn. I'm being told to stop looking to create the future now, to just stand here and wait, for...Some Things I
shouldn't talk about, So I won't mention them. I hate it, bc I wanna know so bad about certain things, and I can't. So...I'm stuck.
I updated, I found a font that I've been looking for a yearrr.
Enjoy, this Site's Glory is just getting started, once again.
10 New Content headers
Imissyouguys<3
I don't know why I didn't update..
Posted June 21st
I was just too timely filled with many things in my personal life, and then I was sooo tired, omg. And then I didn't throw my party, and then small issue
with a friend, etc. But a lot of more better things have happened!
My website's hits are...striving, I'm suprised, and it makes me happy to see this :). I think everything is going better, Idk, ahaha.
Things with friends, are...starting to calm down fully. Jackie apologized to me like, a week ago now? About the whole Drama situation involving, him. And
that just stunned me, bc I wouldn't peg her to do it. And then
Victoria, one of my most Loyalist friends, did too, and I was like..amazed, bc
Yeah...And..so yep, things are falling back into place. There's more information, I'd just rather not tell you about it :).
I updated, with twitter Layouts/Designs, because Twitter, was ona frenzy last night, lmao. It was funny as hell, And..I would've expected to lose some
followers, for the things I said xD, But I didn't. I actually gained followers, lmfao.
So enjoyyyy...
4 New striped Twitter Lyts/Designs!
1 New Floral Twitter Lyt/design!
Imissyouguys<3
So maybe I can get this site more organized...
Posted June 18th
So I'm not throwing my party tomorrow. I'm going to throw it next saturday. Only because Sunday is Fathers day, and I forgot how many people are going,
and a lot of people couldn't go, because they have to spend time with their family on saturday. I at first thought it was a lie, but not when 5 of them
who don't even know each other said it. So yeah..I think it'll be better, because then More people can go, and I should Have More money by then. I'm
also going to be adding Some
Tumblr, and more twitter Layouts. Possibly even Createblog Layouts. Only because I've been asked several times to
do so. So I also re-organized my website, Shortened the Side bars length, mainly to Extend it a bit more, for the Tumblr thingy Ma-jigger. And I'm also
going to get a bit more creative when I code my website Layouts. Like how Other sites have their Content sections edited, with the Whole background
Images on the Title, etc. I think It would add more color, and cuteness to the site. I'll probably start working on that Within a few days if I have
time to myself, and if I already have my Updates filled up.
I updated today with graphics. It felt Nice, I'm probably going to also start working on Layouts again, but that'll come After I'm done with Doing some
stuff for Tumblr, Twitter, Createblog, and my Website. So enjoy what I have so far...
5 New Lady Gaga Graphics!
10 New Headline Images!
4 New extended Network Banners!
Missyouguys<3
I don't really know who I am anymore..
Posted June 17th
I don't. I must've tried a good 17 times to try to describe myself, on my personal myspace, of who I am, and shit. And I got nothing, Nada, zippo. I mean
that's why I haven't Blogged since the 12th anyways, I mean..I updated, but I couldn't Blog About my life, because I don't know what's happening, I really
don't what so ever -_-. I mean, my life's been eventful, but I feel as If as I have fun, My soul, or My mental state, just sits down, and lets things
happen. I have fun, scream, dance, party, etc. But...Idk? Lmao, It's so weird. Idk. I've been doing a lot with my social life, well not really. But ina
way this summer is more eventful than last summer[I didn't do SHIT what so ever, no lie]. But this summer, I've been hanging around my friends more, and
I'm like, amazed that I am doing so...Normally I like to be alone, well, my new friends, not the old disgusting ones who pretty much treated me like shit.
I'm throwing a party at my house, this saturday, and I don't even know who's going. I lost count, horayyy. It sucks, but oh well. The more, the better,
but also, the least the better, because I need to save money, lmao...I also need to renew this website. I'm going to do so, around my birthday. I'll
be 18 years old, in Almost less than a month! Omggg, I can't wait :).
I updated, I've been doing a lot of summer things, so that's goodie. I'm going to do some more Summer things, so...
I'm also going to include the Updates from June 13th-15th Since I haven't Blogged since then...
7 New Summer Graphics!
7 New Summer Icons!
6 New style 11 Default Layouts!
5 New style 1 Blog Layouts!
Imissyouguys<3
Sorry, but that's a big No-No For james..
Posted June 12th
I'm sorry, I ain't Nobody's bitch, or Hoe. I'm not desperate, stupid, or Pathetic. If you like me, then don't be flirting around or anything. Idc if
You love to cuddle either, Don't Do it when you like me. Men are so annoying now, like seriously. Don't Kiss me, hold me, tell me you like me, etc. And
then tell me how you were with your ex, who you don't like....That you laid on his stomach? Uh no.
I updated today. I'm redesigning my website Next friday/saturday! :).
4 new style 5 default Layouts...
Imissyouguys<3
This is becoming something, that's Impossible to ignore...
Posted June 11th
So Life's changed. Idk. Summer started, And I'm gonna have some more fun, with everyone. Party is coming up. 20-25 Ppl are going, and they're the ppl
who, at the end of the party, I will say that I'm glad they can go, because of my horrible 2 month past, that's changed me, and had me think of really
bad intentions to myself..and hurt me a lot. But is this what
It feels like to be free?...It's hard to describe what's going on. Or what I'm doing,
I don't even know what I'm doing, I don't. But It's the fact that it makes me happy, to what I'm doing, enchants me, and makes me smile again...Idk.
Things take time, and if it's ment, then it's ment. You can change fate. I'm not going to force anything anymore. I'm not gonna try for anything anymore.
I won't, so...If you ask me, I'm ready. I love Alicia keys....
Idk. I just hope in the end I'm not hurt again, or bad things happen, again...
I'm going to be changing my website Layout next week!! My ex partner in crime, has come back >:).
1 New personal div!
Missyou<3
I wish things wouldn't just be so horrible...
Posted June 5th
Sorry for no Updates. Been super exhausted, With family, friends, and robert; It's happening again. And it's causing me not to sleep. Like, I had to Pull
all-nighters For the past 2 days, so...It's been hell. Shit with family, is a bit better, but recently, yesterday infact..Our Car got repoed. And it was
the second time, and the last time before this was Months and months ago, like 5 months ago, so..But since it was the second time, we're not getting it
back at all what so ever. So I feel like we're losing everything again, and going broke. That sucks because we had everything that we needed. And a lot
of it was a lot of money, but it doesn't mean anything, we were able to afford it, but dads cancer treatments and the recession is ruining our lives.
It sucks, because no one out there wants to help you, what so ever.
I hate going to school, because I hate having to walk by Robert, not being able to talk or say anything. I hate it because I had/have a great relationship
with this kid, and His pathetic friends don't want him to be happy, and he doesn't know what to do, also because of his super Low self-esteem, despite
nothing being wrong with him. Jackie is still Bringing him around me on purpose, because she did it yesterday at school, in the Hallway. Because me and
Christy and My old friend Sylquala, were in the Hallway, and there's 3 Buildings with Hallways, and they Happen to Love to sit in there. And I hate being
near him, literally I avoid him 100% At school, and when I walk by him, I literally look straight to the floor, or turn around and walk the other way,
because I don't want to be near him, because it fucking
Hurts not even being able to get that hello, or hey, or smile and giggle from him. Well,
Vice versa. Not fully giggling and stuff, that's if we hang out and if he tickles me or something, but that's when we're alone, because his fuckass friends.
Idk it's annoying, And..I recently found out, He
Misses me, and that we can talk in text, but if he's busy, then no. And I'm like alright, but
he gives me so much attitude when we text. And I feel as it is because when I tore Jackie apart, damn right I fucking did, because she deserved it. I'm
tired of her thinking she knows everything. So yeah, I feel he's mad at me for that, and still trying to Push me away. But the funny thing is, he can't
really do it, because he still likes me, a lot. Idk how to explain it, I really can't, I'm like amazed...Because I mean, normally when shit like this
happens, they just stop in general and can move on. Robert Seems to not be able to at all, and I'm like, why...
I'm kind of...re-evaluating who I am again. In the past 2 months, I've become so Depressed. I've become so rude to friends. I've lost a lot of friends[
not because of being rude, but because of the robert situation, of shit talkers and fakes]. I haven't tooken care of myself. And more. This isn't me,
this isn't what so ever. So I want to Start all over. I've been hanging around new people, and friends that I never fully loved, like I should've. I mean
I trusted other people, when I should've trusted these, they don't even ask anything from me...
And I've been a bit better with my self. I cleaned my room, and I need to finish cleaning it again, lol. And things have been good, but it's not over yet.
I updated today, with a lame update, Idk what to update. I need to finish the Layouts. I learned a secret to making the 2.0 Layouts live on my website,
so wooooot. So that means sooner or later they'll be live.
10 New content headers!
Missya'll
Why is my Site doing so well?
Posted June 2nd
It makes really no sense at all. In 4 days ina row, My hits have Sky-rocketed from 100's to 400's, even on School days, woah. I can't wait for fridays,
and the weekend then, they Must get 600's ;). I been feeling amazing about my Site lately, And Idk why, I'm glad I'm updating, and it's back to it's former
glory, if not better than it used to be, like last year, except a bit less hits, just More better with designs. Last year I was getting 1,000 hits a day
for around this time to August/september. I wonder if I can get back to that, hm...
I updated, actually, And I re-organized the section for them. It's better, and I think I can get a bit more creative with them, Idk. We'll see :). Anyways,
Enjoy!
11 New Music skins!
Missyouguys<3
I could Really use a wish Right now...
Posted June 1st
Idk, At this Moment, everything is so confusing. It really is. School is over in 7 Days. Robert is actually, at times talking to me, Like..I really don't
know why, lol. On saturday, I texted him, and He actually texted back. But Yesterday, the 31st, he gave me attitude, because he was at the beach, with
his family, and I was like I'll leave you alone for you can get back to them, and then he texted back saying '
Yeah, Okay. W.e.' and I was like,
wtf? Alrighty, thanks...I mean, you're the one Pushing me away bc you don't want to like me again, and shit, so why Get mad, when I feel like I should
leave you alone; Urhg, men. Idk, he's too complicated, but it sucks bc he's going to New york for 1 month, and yeah, like UHG.
Things have gotten a bit better, at home as well, well, not really, it just..Shut down for a few days, or so, Idk.
My website has been seeming to re-catch it's finer Glory, and the hits are returning, and I feel like Updating again, so Idk. I need to get my Paypal out
So I can renew this website, for another 2 years, Urhg.
Anyways, I did a good big Update, for the first day of the month, Since I got testing for these Last days, thinking about Updating every Other day, and
every day of the weekend, and if I'm busy, not to update, lol.
I shouldn't be busy though, aheh.
Also, I'm not gonna be doing what My Update list says, If I want to update something, I'll do it without the List, lmao.
3 New premade signs
2 New premade Vectors
12 New Navigation Bars!
Missyouguys<3
I really don't get why I can't Enjoy Life..
Posted May 30th
I really can't, My life has become so retchid, I can't even leave my house. I'm like so done with everything, lmao....
Robert still hasn't talked to me, I'm probably not gonna be friends with Daviana, because How the hell am I supposed to just see my most Loyalist friend,
when her parents 'raised her to where people come over like it's a holiday time[like 1 a few months]', So I can't take that shit, that's really pointless,
because she won't head over here atleast. And then Robert, Idk where to begin, because For some reason, Ina way, I still like him....Really wish he wasn't
being an ignorant fuck, well, allowing them to be assholes, etc. And then I have nothing to do this summer, Idfk, I wanna go clubbing...My new friend
Joey, since He's gay, and is actually cool, and not the
Whore Gay, I might just Hang out with him this summer, because yeah, I have nothing to
do, and he's not the Slutty gay :).
I updated, with a small update, only bc These Layouts for some reason take longer than most, I guess cause the coloring; Enjoy...
Renewed and 3 new style 6 Defaults!
Missyouguys<3
This Life isn't the Life I wanted to live...
Posted May 29th
So I'm pretty much living the Life, I lived..with Jeramie, at this Moment, A Horrible 9 Month Process of No talking, for no reason. Robert Hasn't spoke
to me, in a week now. I pissed him off when I attacked Jackie, Last week, the
22nd. Idk, it really makes me mad that he's doing this. We feel that
something else bad has happened to him, Because He's not talking to me, Daviana, And Christy, and a few others, We don't know why, It's put me through
so Much exhaustion, that I fainted yesterday, At school. I don't know what happened, And it makes no sense. We feel that Jackie has...Forced him, to do
it. He talked to christy on Monday, and..He was like I have no feelings for him, It's not the drama, and it's not my friends, I just don't want
Anything,
anymore...And I just feel that...He was forced, because Christy tried talking to him, when Robb is forced, All he says is..Bc, Idk, bc, Idk. Literally,
Done it to me every damn time. So yeah...He won't talk to me, And I'ma just..you know be there, it's just tough to walk by him everyday, and he'll look
at me, but when I look at him, He'll look away, to the floor. We feel that he doesn't want to hang out with me as well, because he doesn't want to like
me again, or You kow what I mean..Because He's talking/hanging out with Ricardo and Caleb, And they don't like him, and he doesn't like them....
I updated though, And I'm going to be making a new Website Layout soon. Idk, I'll Decide soon, I want a fun Summer theme >:). I think I have an Idea,
but Idk, we'll see soon :).
20 New style 2 defaults
I need to update more..
Posted May 27th
More blogging later, super tired.
6 New content-roll overs
Don't get all bitchy because I caught your ass...
Posted May 22nd
Can you really believe, Roberts
Own friend was Jealous of us?. His friend Jackie, who Actually was the reason how/Why I met robert? And suddenly
a few weeks later, like 2-3 we start hitting it off, She starts spreading the rumors? How is that even possible? Like seriously, How can a woman, be jealous
of 2 Gay kids, who like each other? I never seen that before. Well, A Few weeks ago I stopped talking to her because I'm not going to befriend a bitch,
who think she's badass, when she's not. And then She starts shit with me, lmao acting all tough, and robert Yelled at me, so I'm like wtf, why you going
to defend that bitch when she's the one who fucked so much shit up between us. Later that day, a terrible Accident happened, with 3 Highschoolers, that
go to The other school, we didn't know who it was, and robert wasn't texting back, so...Me and my girl Daviana were like omg, is it him? Because the
stupid ass news decided to wait 8 Hours to tell us WHO it was. So I call robert on 3-way with my Girl Daviana there, and Guess who answers?
Jackieee, and right off the bat she gives me, And daviana attitude, 'uhh, hello?' 'he's..busyyy.' 'uhm, byee' And I don't tolerate disrespect
to
Anyone, when it's not her phone, and the fact she disrespected Daviana, as well as me? I wasn't gonna say anything, but that was bullshit, so
I text back, and I curse her ass out, telling her she doesn't need to disrespect anyfuckingone, when it's not her phone. She texts back AGAIN claiming
robert doesn't like me, moved on, doesn't wanna talk to me, be with me, to forget his number, that he told her to answer the call and send those texts,
So I send my fun Replies cursing her ass out saying she doesn't know shit that she knows what she needs to know, to stop acting bad ass, and shit.
Robert calls me ten minutes later, Telling me to stop, and I'm like NO, the bitch started it, She disrespected daviana, and thinks she knows what's going
on, She can deal with it, and all of a sudden I hear from her 'I might as well kill myself..' And all of a sudden he says 'I'm hanging up now...' Like
seriously, Your friends with a Jealous Bitch. Who fucked up shit with me and you, caused me pain, caused you pain, ruined a lot of our friendships, Idgaf
what horrible life she went through, Just because she's not happy and we are, doesn't mean we shouldn't be. I feel sorry for her, but No, I'm done with
the drama with this Superficial cunt, so I ended it myself by shutting her ass down, May have been harsh, but I'm done with it...Lol.
I just can't believe she was fucking Jealous.
Sucks to be her then..And roberts mad at me, now Like seriously?
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Don't try to explain ya Mind, I know what's happenin' here...
Posted May 19th
I'm sorry for No Updates, I'm sorry for no Updates on my life, I'm sorry for doing nothing for you guys to where my hits are so low it's soo hard to get
them back up. Life has been suck-ish Lately, Due to the fact that Me and Robert are officially Celebs. Like, literally we are. And It's Ironic to while
I write this Post, Lindsay Lohan's Rumors song, is on my Itouch, playing, aha. It sucks because it really affected us, and we're gonna take a break, well..
It sucks, because yep...But it's alright, I'm just worried mainly about us, Idk. The funny thing is, His own best friend yesterday tried to get me jealous,
because the Rumors were really affecting me, and now there's Rumors going around saying I told/Texted Robert, and told other people
'I LOVE HIM',
Lmao, uhh
NOTT, that's a big big no no. Why would I fall inlove with someone ina month? Like really? Lol...yeah.
But anyways, things have been tough, but I already know what I need to do...But it's still affecting robert, urhg >_>. I can't believe that his own friends
don't want him to be happy, lmao...
So yeah...My relationship life is back in the Mud, lets hope it gets better between us?
I'm trying to Convince robert to work with me on the drama, bc even in the beginning we never did, and to just leave it the way it is to just get worse
is bad...
I updated :), Hope you like, Doing more stuff for tomorrow.
I might start a Blog website, Like just for Blog Layouts? Because My Blog Layouts are the Most used content, ya knowwwww?
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P.s. - Myspace needs to stop changing the codes, Bc I'm tired of Changing It around so it hides the Mail count, and Game count, and sooner or later There's
Prolly gonna be friend count, etc. On the navi, lmao.
Imissyouguys<3
This Used to be a Funhouse...
Posted May 15th
So a lot has happened...I updated though, Hope ya'll like, more details later...
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Just leave with me now, Say the world and we'll go..
Posted May 10th
Sorry for No Updates, drama with family, friends, and everyone else has Brought me to Brinks of really bad things....Like really bad things...So Yeap,
But anyways, I'm back, and my partners back, woot. Vee, did amazing things for this site, and she just I.med me like an hour ago, ahahha :). And we're
talking, I have nothing to do...ROBERT CAME OVER :), Woot :). And I'm hyped from it, and I miss him, lmao.
I updated with a small update, more later =].
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It's me and you, Now, I've been waiting..
Posted May 6th
Cassie's song May be like 5 Years old, but it's still Hott as hell. Just like Lindsay Lohans Rumors song, it's a song you can Still Jam out too, no matter
how old it is, ahahaha. Well anyways, I'm here now, Me and robert talked all day, except he went ona field trip so We couldn't Hang out in person, urhg
>:O. But anyways, yepp...And I'm sleeping His house Tuesday or Wednesday Night, woot :). And that friday We're Hopefully going to the Movies, ahaha.
But anyways, Hope all goes well with him and me :), we seem to be hitting it off really, really well, you know..And I'm actually happy<3.
I've Decided to Update, with yet again Another tutorial, So Enjoy, Alright bye ;).
1 Photoshop tutorial that you're gonna love >:)
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I just wish He Would Realize...
Posted May 5th
It sucks to not be able to talk to him, But we talked today, ahaha. I didn't go to school today, fucked up, ahaha. And Me, him, and my girl Daviana, were
gonna hang out at lunch alone, like we initially planned for Last friday, but I was sooo sick. But today, we talked, and I told him I still want to hang
out/Sleep over The day he goes back with his grandma. He's visiting his Mommy, who lives an hour away, and drives to school everyday, for one more week.
And, I just wish he would realize, he Cares for me a lot more, than he thinks. And that He needs to stop being Counterproductive. He's being counter-pro
ductive, because he thinks All he wants is sex, when it's not true, Lmao. Like..It's really not true. We've been alone so Many times, in the Past month,
And uhm We only did it 3 times? Like...Yeah and he also said After he does it, he feels like he's not good enough, and then he moves on from yeah, after
he does it. And so that explains it as well....
I updated :) I have Major fucking headaches, but this tells you :).
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So I'm really tired...
Posted May 4th
But I can't sleep...I didn't get to talk to Robert today, he's still in Miami, well He came back tonight, but still He was driving. So yep, anyways. I
do miss him, and I'm tired, and yep...
I know, this post is small, but I have nothing to talk about...
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So I'm tired, And I have a headache...
Posted May 3rd
So hello my fans, I decided to Put my update for today, because I had many family issues, to where I stayed At my friends house Last night, and All day
Sunday, lol. So I decided to do this for Monday, Because I want to keep people coming to this site, My revenue's coming back, and I have somethings I do
actually need now, lol. Roberts Still with his Mommy, for one more week, So I can't stay the night...Urhg. Not until then, And yep..Things seem to be
going atleast a little Bit alright, it's just, meh; Us, lol. Like nothings wrong, ahaha. He saw his sis for the first time yesterday, he cried, lmao. He
told me, I was like '
AWEEEEEEEEEEEEE' LOLLLL. Anyways, yeah..Just..gotta wait 1 more week, lol...I have to do a lot of work...With him. He uhm..
Pretty much thinks he's Not good enough for me, Well...Everything. Good enough for me, Think he's too fat, too tall, too ugly, etc. >_>. And uhm...yeah
He's
Adorable, Sweet, super caring, And he's not fat, he's Regular tall, and not ugly at all, But he's all the worth for me. And from how I've
felt with him for the past Almost Month, he's worth the wait, and time....And I know he likes me, lol. But anyways, yep...
I updated...And I updated a lot >_>...
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I bet you realize that She ain't half the woman I am...
Posted May 1st
I'm a dude, but oh well, it's a quote off of Shattered Glass, and it sounds weird when you say I bet you realize he ain't half the man I am..Because how
Woman is 2 syllables, it fits the beat, lol. Anyways...I haven't updated lately because I been sick, the Dance show was On the 29th, and Yeah, I been sick lol.
The dance show was amazing, Robert showed up, and daviana was there too, I was like 'yay!!!!' And yep :). We performed amazing, And then I noticed my
sister was there, and I didn't know she was gonna go because she said she wasn't able to, and my dad couldn't go either but her, my bro, my bros friend,
my bros girlfriend, and my bros girlfriends friend, was there, lol. And Yeah, I messed up, but I made sure it was fixed, because My partner didn't show
up on dress rehearsal[day before show], and ms. Sadkane says if you don't go to that, you can't perform, so..I was told to make a solo. So I did, but then
the day of the show, she wanted me to do a partner with my friend Alex, so we made ours, but since we didn't have enough time to practice, we messed up.
BUT!!! I made sure it was fixed, by improvising, and making her spin, while I hold her :).
And then we also wanted to do something new, Get people to interact, and out of their seats, so we had an intermission, and did the cupid shuffle, and
lemme tell you, I went all out: Spinning, Getting low, dipping, and jumping. I hate doing the simple cupid shuffle, so yeah, lol.
And robert got on stage with daviana, and danced next to my sister, but they didn't see each other, so yeah, couldn't introduce them :(. And then robert
took me home :).
It was a great night. And it ended on a great night as well.
So today I updated, because I'm not sick anymore, Lmao. And yepp, I added yet again Another new Blog Layout stylesheet, I initially wanted it to look
like my
Double Colored Defaults, but it's not totally the same, but oh well!
More Updates Later today to more tomorrow :)
Missyouguys<3AndImissrobert :).
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I just love that whole Jealousy Trait...
Posted April 28th
I really do love it. I love it, because the Jealous person, is the person that tries to get you Jealous. Lmao, All week at school, since it's only been
three days, ahaha. This White fucker, with snake bites, the size of a fucking volkswagon, Who I had beef with before, because he told My friends that he
was gonna whoop my ass. So at the time, I got in his face, and I was like 'You aren't going to do Jack shit. Don't talk shit about me, don't mention my
name, and the next time you do, I will beat the living shit out of you". And I stood there for like 30 more seconds, with all Our friends there, and
then I was like damn rigght, and walked away. Well..Robert Is gay, Obviously. Lol. He likes me more than a friend, and I like him more than a friend.
And yeah. It's a tiny bit obvious Robert is gay. Well anyways, Months and Months ago..Robert was hanging out with a Gay kid, named Ricardo, who also
hung out w/ Caleb. Now, at the time, Caleb was 80 Pounds lighter, and didn't have those fucking hideous ass Snake bites. Robert thought he was cute-ish..
And caleb did to, but they didn't talk. And then when Robert stopped talking to ricardo, He didn't talk to Caleb, lol. They don't look at each other,
don't text, or say shit to each other. Caleb, when finding out Robert Likes me, and I like him, decided to be a typical Shit talker, and start telling
everyone, Robert doesn't like me at all, Likes Him[caleb]. That I am also Jealous of Caleb, because robert doesn't like me, L.M.A.O. Robert has
confirmed like so many damn times he doesn't like Caleb at all. And Damn right I believe it, but the funny thing is Caleb is trying to start so much
shit lol. But it's all good, because we know the truth. Well yesterday, I went to go beat the shit out of him...Like, seriously.
IDGAF what people
have to say about me. But when it's someone I do care for? Uh yeah, You better run, Ta-rust me. Well, anyways...Robert came walking with Jackie, who
also Brought a long Caleb, not surprising. Well, robert stopped by me, and Caleb just kept walking and you know what I did? 'Keep fucking talking ya
shit you fat bitch, I'll beat the shit outta you" Lmaoooo. Robert was like suprised, he was just staring at me, and I was like He's talking more shit
babe, he's fucking telling people, that I'm jealous of him because you like him and not me? Belated I don't believe that shit, but the nigga's talking
so much shit, And I'm about to beat the fuck outta him...
So then robert was like '
No, You're not...'
And then I was like 'Reallly?' And I started walking tords the Nigga, and then...Literally, Something Just yanked me back like seriously Almost 30 feet,
I was in the air, and it was robert, and he was like 'Stay. Here.' And he walked to jackie, and started walking...And I just took that to an offense.
Because...Yeah...It looked like he was talking to Caleb...So I was like, really? And it pissed me off I actually teared. And I found my girls Daviana,
Christy, And Victoria, and Anika, and they saw...And Like they were trying to calm me down, and then Suddenly Robert, Caleb, Jackie, and 3 other people
came by, and robert stopped with me, and Calmed me down..And I told him he needs to kiss me lol. And he kissed me, and we hung out later that day, and
I stayed for Stage rehersal, and He stayed for Drivers ed, And then had to get a waver, Had to go upstairs, and said wait right here...Texted me a few
minutes later, 'calebs here'...And That just put me into a mood, because Caleb, Is going to..Uhm Hang out with Robert, or jackie, with robert there, to
try and get me jealous...And it's not going to work, but it is going to get me to fuck his ass up, and robert doesn't want me to...But that just worries
me of what the Fatfuck is gonna try to do. Robert says I have nothing to worry about, he'll try, but he
Will not Succeed, what so ever...So
I trust him, but...Not this fat fuck...
Other than that, I updated for you Guys. I was too tired to do layouts, and I need to finish adding the graphics that are not Added, to add them.
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So it's hard to be able to tell..
Posted April 27th
So today was an okay day. I had fun, it was a bit depressing, but it's better now. So Obviously you all are going to know what's wrong, lol. Okay, so
Like, word is out, about me and robert talking. Well, the main issue is, I live in a city/county that thrives off of drama. That's why People don't know
my info, lol. Well, there's this other Gay kid, who I have a problem with, Because he threatened me in January/Feb, maybe even december, and I shut his
ass down, and got in his face, so his ass won't talk.
Well, He told my girls that Robert doesn't like me at all, And likes only Caleb. So I'm like wow, because Robert doesn't look, speak, nor even go near
Caleb, so I'm like wtf. I knew it was false, But it pissed me off, Because uhm..We're not even dating and there's all ready rumors. And I confronted
robert, telling him, and talking to him about us, Because I don't want that typical Highschool relationship with him....And that's all ready happening
and we're not even dating...And Then the main issue, he hasn't had a relationship since..2 years ago? He's talked to guys, etc. But never a good/serious
relationship, so...He wants to make sure it's real, and he's scared about shit...And so we're gonna be special intimate friends, and when He first
said that to me, I was like...Sad and I was like...I don't wanna be another option though...and he looked at me Like I was stupid and said I won't. But
his best friend Jackie has been trying to hook him up with other guys, lol...And he knows that, and told me not to worry...So yeah. I sent a message to
jeramie telling him to stop trying to make me jealous, lol. Because it won't work :). Because the whole world knows, you're not gonna go crazy talking
about someone new, after 8 days, and after me Leaving you be. Lol. So yeah.
I updated, I had fun, I did a lot of Updates...Like, omg a lot. I didn't think I would, but enjoy :).
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