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Posted March 11th
So Last night, the 10th was an amazing day. At first it was a bit dready, and sad. Because me and Jeramie didn't talk. And I was talking to my friend kevin, because sunday I told him That I'm inlove with him, and we had an argument about it, because of college, work, his Grandma, and church. And then we stopped talking Sunday, and his phone was Recalled and it wouldn't turn on, so he got a new phone, and yeah lol. Texted me today, and we talked, and..it was good, because he didn't say I wouldn't be seeing him, like he did sunday[Bc he is BUSY No lie], he said the next time I come over, so...My plan is going back to the old one, to Just be his special Intimate friend, until he's out of college, etc. And yeah...And then he had to go. And then yeah..My night also got better because, This woman, that I have not talked to for 2 years, who taught me Not to care what people do, etc. Who I stayed at her house with her 3 kids that I'd love to call my family, And I call her my REAL Second mom. I call a lot of my friends second mom, third mom, etc. Well, only 2 of my friends I call them second mom, but this woman I really mean it when I say Second Mommy. And yeahh. I haven't talked for her for 2 years, and Monday I messaged her on Myspace, got her facebook, was gonna call her then but she was busy, then Last night, yeah we talked :). We talked about my life, my life with Jeramie, school, Dance, Jamskating, and work. And then we talked about her, her new hubby, her kids, how she's been, and then since it's 1:10 at the time, she had to go to bed, and tomorrow/today I might be talking With Aleczzzz, the girl who I really looked up to, how she's been, etc.
Anyways, I finally updated. I haven't updated because of Fcats[State tests], The issue with Jeramie, and just been restless, so...the things are here, And I'm really grateful, and now I won't be making any Mistake.
I actually updated, lmao!
Imissyou<3
2 New style 2 premade signs!
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Posted March 7th
So I didn't get to see him...And it suckkssss ass. He was studying, so...and I think he went to see his Grandma or his girlfriend Adriana came over, so I didn't get to come over and have dinner with him and my dad, so it sucks stunningly. I hope there's tomorrow. He Does have church though...So I don't know, and it sucks :/. Urhg, well I miss him, and I've got to tell him how I truely do feel about him. So hopefully it's tomorrow. :).
I updated with a lot of things I never had yet on my site, and I've been doing that for awhile. Like, I have a lot of Pages with only "coming soon" So..I've been working on those mainly :).
10 Candy Graphics!
5 Dot Backgrounds!
100 Photography!
100 Page Graphics!
10 Blog Headers!
Imissyou<3

Posted March 6th
So as I sit here, in my freezing ass room, with two pairs of socks on, Sweat pants, shirt, and a Jacket on, I still think about him. And he was busy with work today, so I guess I won't be able to talk to him tonight, since it's 12:30 in the morning as of right now. I hope I get to see him today, and I hope my dad actually gets to fully meet him. My dad did meet him the first time we had our Solo time together, but it was only Hi, and nice car(lol). And lately, ever since feb 14th, my dads been complaining that I'm the only one trying to see him, when jeramie doesn't even have a car and the buses where he is, may be 10-15 minute drive to see him, but the buses don't transfer to Deltona, So that sucks; Cause it'd be much much easier. And yeah, so I'm still waiting for it.
I'd really like for that response, lol....Because even if My dad's unable to see him/meet him today, then if I can it's fine.
Anyways, I updated with Nice things for today. I Fell inlove with the style 9 Defaults. I really like them :). I also added Navigation bars, for the hell of it.
5 New Style 9 Defaults!
5 New Navigation Bars!
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Posted March 5th
And that's a Great thing...He also told me the truth of why I wasn't able to see him, and why it's probably going to be every other weekend, that I'm gonna be able to see him. Sucks, but I have to take it. Because He goes to church every sunday. See's his grandma Every other saturday. Works weekdays, 100% Now, instead of no fridays. I'm surprised he's not tired, but he says he's absolutely fine, aha.
I updated today, with Graphics, only; For once!
I was watching Americas Best Dance Crew, and I actually wanted to cry, because I was Asked Personally by the Judges to Audition for it :/. I thought it was a spam myspace, etc. And...I denied/Ignored it. And now that they're doing Lady Gaga Night it made me a bit sad, because I have like 4 Routines, 100% Made by me, to Paparazzi, Just Dance, Monster, And Pokerface, so....Yeah lol.
Imissyoujeramie<3
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Posted March 4th
I need to tell him, I do love him, and I want to be with him. But I don't know when I'm supposed to. I don't wanna tell him in text, or call, or myspace. I want to tell him in person, but with his New Major in College I haven't been able to see him last weekend, and he told me tonight I might not be able to see him this weekend, and it sucks because I miss him badly. Idk, as we speak I'm telling him on Myspace referring to talk to him.
I updated today...
5 New site Divs!
Imissyou<3

Posted March 2nd
Sorry for no updates yesterday.
I really miss him<3
I re-did all the Div Layouts yrs so they say (c)2003-2010. All Myspace rights reserved. Etc. Wtf.e it says.
I'll be adding site divs tomorrow.
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Posted Febuary 28th
So I updated, 3 things again, I feel good, aha. Anyways...
I miss jeramie, and It's really cold out, and I didn't get to see him today, and I barely got to talk to him.
He was really busy with one of his girlfriends so...It sucked..And tomorrow he's going to church, with his Grandma, so Idk if I'ma be able to see him tomorrow, either, which sucks even worse. Lately I've noticed he's been a bit religious, but that's fine with me, lol. All I want is to see him, aha. I miss him, a lot and I hate the fact that I haven't been able to tak to him. It sucks, it really does lol. And I want to tell him how bad I really want to be with him, so...
40 New Brand Layouts!
10 New Striped Comment Boxes
4 New Moved Website Headers
10 New Page dividers
...Imissyou...baby :/.

Posted Febuary 27th
I like this Website Layout, in the beginning I didn't because of the Main font. But It suits better than anything else. I miss my Jeramie, and I want to talk to him, urge lol. It's been like 5 days that I've talked to him, so it's making me maddd. I know he's busy, but Meh, I wanna talk to him. Now anyways, today was an emotional day, because my pessimism came in for 10 minutes, but I can't believe I acted like that. And I know things are better than I thought. I just miss him, and want to see him this weekend, and apparently I am, despite low communication. And this weekend, I'ma tell him a bunch of things, and if we go to the store, or go for a walk, I am going to ask for us to hold hands, and shit. Anyways, I updated...And it's actually a good Update, because it's with a new Layout stylesheet, and a new theme of Layouts, a Theme that NOONE even has, so.. :). Anyways, yeah...
20 New Wavy Layouts
10 New Patterned Music Skins
10 New About me headers
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Posted Febuary 26th
I've been too tired for anything, lately. I need a Vacation. I need to spend the WHOLE Weekend with jeramie, infact I want to move in with him, I do ahah. Coming this weekend, if I see him, And we go for a walk or something, I'm going to ask for to hold his hand, etc. And for a kiss :). Because in real life, I've never kissed any Guy in Public, and I'd like that, especially since I really like jeramie, soo much. It's come to the point where I even assume and feel like I do Love him, I don't get it.
I need to go back to bed.
2 New Premade style 1 sign!
Imissyou<3

Posted Febuary 25th
3 Damnnn days, that I didn't update. What a shocker theree. So as days go on, my worry has still risen. Jeramie's busy again, and then we haven't talked, and I want to talk to him lol. So it's a bit of a bitch that I haven't been able to talk to him, and it makes me maddd lol. And I've missed him and I miss him more and more daily. And Yeah, it's just crazy lol. Blah, Urhg I just miss him. And then yeah, I started my No Limit talent train, etc. But my site's hits have been Going down the drain, I mean, My hits were on the rise last week, and ever since sunday, they literally went down, horrifyingly, I had to try my hardest to get to 200 hits, and that's horrifying for me. So I finally updated, and it got better, I added a new stylesheet, well it's all ready on the site, I just never finished the stylesheet til last week, but forgot to add. I still need to add my 2.0 Layouts, urgh lol.
10 Style 18 Defaults
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Posted Febuary 22nd
The title makes it sound so horrible. But it's not. It really Isn't.
Saturday, I saw jeramie, I actually spent the night, it's been 2 Months since I spent the night at his Apartment, cause college started, :(. But anyways, I saw him saturday, and...It was a bit hectic.
It's true, when you're High/Drunk, your true feelings come out.... His medication is Opium impedes, or what ever, so...Doctor Prescribed it xD. Anyways, We were at Aldi, it's a florida supermarket. And..his meds started kicking in. And we were getting milk, and he accidentally called me, Colby, I got pissed, my face turned red. And his eyes widened, and said he's so sorry. And then I was like who the fuck is he, and he's like, he's my ex addict. Jeramie, 2 years ago was a drug addict, well a year ago+. And his Ex colby, cheated on him for drugs, well, used him for it. Anyways, then we started talking about us, How he thought in the beginning I just wanted to do him, that he probably will fall inlove with me, etc. The it was that I thought he was an asshole, that it's fine to call him one, and then I was like "Stop it, seriously. If I didn't like you at all jeramie, I would've given up. I like you soo much, jeramie." And he was like "I know..." Then he's all like, I feel like I'ma cry, cause I'm hurting you, and you don't even know it, and I was like no you're fucking not jeramie, stop it. And he goes off saying how He probably killed the night, and if I wanted to just drop the shopping bags, and call my dad and ask to go home, then go and do it. But I told him No. As we got home, we unpacked, and we kissed, etc. It was a very super god dammit romantic night, so no detail ;). We walked to walgreens to get 1 more thing we forgot. And we're walking and he's all like I wanna do this[Grabbed my hand], and I was like Lets do it then jeramie, jesus christ. And he starts going back to thinking how I think he's an asshole. So I stop, and I'm like, DO YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK OF YOU JERAMIE? Do you? And he's all like "No, lets communicate, come on communicate with me[NOT SARCASTICALLY LOL]. So I was like, You're amazing, jeramie. I think of you as an amazing person, And I like you soo much, jesus christ. And then yeah..we talked.
Now, today..
I went home, And...I called him, and asked if he really meant and remembered those things, and he did...etc....He said he said it for a reason
So..yeah lol.
2 New Style 1 Premade signs
Imissyou<3

Posted Febuary 20th
And today I didn't get to talk to him, well yesterday, the 19th. My dad came home, so yeah lol. I really do miss him, and then Like..My Tarot said that there's a rut, and no actions will be futile. And I spent lke 2-3 Hours Trying to figure out, what is this "rut", so me and him can "move to the next step of our relationship". I can't believe I actually do tarot, ahaha, real tarot, oracle. None of that fake bullshit. Anyways, I also got an astroligical sign, and it said that if I was to see jeramie today, we'd be arguing, that they'll be resolved soon. And Apparently, that's the day it gets "beautifully resolved". Idk, I can't believe I believe this shit, lol. But so far 90% of it's been true. So That's why I believe more than half of it.
I need to go to a dentist. My headaches, that I've been having for two weeks now, Are because of my top left wisdom tooth, and I need my whole mouth redone, anyways, nothing bad. I just want My whole mouth fixed, for like..I don't have to worry about it later, lol.
I updated big time today, because it's easy to do themed Layouts. So yeah...
100 Striped Layouts!
Imissyou<3

Posted Febuary 19th
Ever since sunday, I was too thoughtful, I didn't know what to say to Jeramie. Nothing's wrong, but..I wanted to find out what he really does think of this relationship we pretty much share. We're not together, but we're not single. If that makes sense, good. It just means we're pretty much together w/o being official to everyone and ourselves. But like, I told him Thursday I still do like him, and how I feel...And then like, Sunday[vday] I saw him, and it was a very passionate and romantic night, and I saw that affection that he showed me before when we were like, together practically. And I want to know now how he does feel about it. And it hurts me, cause Idk if It's a good thing or a bad thing. Because like, I know he doesn't really want to date, but I know he does like me...More than a friend, so like..yeah, he can't date cause of college, And I know it's that because he made sure it wasn't someone else, and he even admitted that college and work makes this all become a fog, and He wants me to be there.
Thinking a lot, and hoping is hard, because yeah...lol.
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Missing you even more jeramie - James.

Posted Febuary 18th
So I didn't update, because I was tired, My Headaches are worse, and...just things haven't been right with me. I mean, everythings fine...
Ever since sundays' super romantic night, with Jeramie, I have been wanting to know how he feels/wants to say about "us". I told him my feelings, not really caring if he has to say anything, or if he can't. Why? Because, I just wanted Him to know how I feel, because I think that was the right thing to do.
I miss him, and I just wanna know, and I think I'll be successful with it, I feel it. I feel independant with it, Idk.
I updated small today cause I'm super tired, and I have a big dance show tomorrowww.
5 Britney Spears Graphics!
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